Today is definitely my worst day in school ever. Everything went well in the morning, just that the discipline master was talking to me through the mike saying that my hair was long (who cares anyway), then chinese and maths all went okay, just that i am still having over a headache on doing the maths trail questions and the essay, i never write over 700 words. English was the worst thing today. Did the wrong questions and got a good scolding from teacher. Worst still going to call up my parents. My parents will scold me at the slightest mistake and i really dun feel like receiving a nagging from them. Then had another headache over whether to go to cca or go for the lit project. In the end went for both. Didnt achieve anything, although khalis' mother treated us to pizza. Not bad la. But khalis kind of shot me a stare maybe for bringing the slurpee in. Really sent shivers down my spine. went back to school and shit the bus number 3, i missed it. Reached school at about 4.43pm, which is 1 hour and 15 min into my cca. I am super late. Plus at khalis' house i was reminded of our teacher calling up parents whose children forgot to do their work. So disturbed that i didnt even feel like going to train. Watching Jing Yi train like mad, and i am there slacking. But what can i do? Borrowed timothy's phone to call back home, and i got a huge threaten that i didnt need to go home already. Really disturbed. So sorry winifred i accidentally whack your wooden stick too hard that some part of it broke. No one really understand the plight i am in right now. Went home alone and receive a real bad nagging. Why is this always happening to me? i have so many things to finish, Maths trail essay lit and i have like so many freaking homework and i really wish i can bang my head on the wall. I am already on the verge of giving up. No one is ever there to help me. Nothing. No one. Not even my parents. They dont even know the situation i am in right now.