Back after 4 weeks of afk!( i think) Recently a lot of things are happening and i am really flustered and irritated by them. Why is it that nothing good ever happens on me, all the bad and negative stuff. Ok maybe a bit, but majority is bad. Great. Holiday hw. Lit came on thursday, gg. the rest, ok maybe i do a bit, but the rest all gg. Now on to the bad stuff. I am absolutely quitting maple now. QUIT and i mean it. Never occured to me that, even through maple, i can irritate others, and i am that irritating. But i never regretted pumping the 10k and helping to train. Cuz i enjoy helping my pals. Not that that particular person is special, but if u ask me to help u, i WILL try my best. Cleared one misunderstanding. Next, dont u find it painful receiving the cold shoulder? I just experienced everything today, and was like, ouch. Treated like i am invisible, and all of a sudden, friends to foes, the tone of your voice totally changes to hostile, was like i just killed one of your family members. I know, maybe, what u are trying to do. Its painful, working, but i dont want it. If its not, then i guess its the end of everything then. Like so sudden, everything changed, and everyones treating me as though i am nothing, i really dislike it. Damn, i am a human too, even if u hate me now, please wait until end of year, where i decide whether to transfer or gth. Everythings like ramming me hard, i dont think i can take it anymore. I go school and i receive the cold shoulder, i go home and i get scolded. What can i do? Run? Hide? Sadly, i cant run and i cant hide.