Two weeks passed away so quickly, and i really dont know how i spent the two weeks away. Bombed the first two weeks away with standard hw not done. Z. I seriously wonder how do i keep up with this kind of attitude. Yea at least im starting to start to listen in class for amaths and the rest except for my sciences. Last time it was my maths, now its my sciences. Never going to ever ever have a stable grade for all. Z.

Yea new teacher bla bla bla, never do hw scolding bla bla bla, never bring book scolding bla bla bla, go home play dota until so shittily cuz i tried to do both bla bla bla and dio pwnt and scolded badly. Z. Thinking of quitting dota already. Sian.

At least my holiday hw is now 50% done. Tomorrow its time to start studying for hcem and all the other stuffs. emaths, amaths, physics and chem must chiong finish. And im still working omfgwtf gg.

Im still hunting the stupid BOF poster or am i not? hahaha junhao damn u for ripping me off. Very funny hor, charge me so high just to go out. Too bad u couldnt get your phone back, damn those bloody people, if they lost their phone i bet they will be shouting at the person for not allowing them to search for it la. Z. Amazing how junhao kept his cool and didnt blow up. If its me i think i shouted F u wads your problem u dont know how expensive is that phone? 2 months. So fantastic sia the people over there.

And apparantly im slowly losing my temper easily and more easily. Recently just found it hard to control myself from exploding. Exploded on my friends , my parents and even my own pet. GG poor hamster. T_T. im so bad. Sian. Trying my best to control my self. I promise.
Well, i got reprimanded by my boss today, again for the third time in total. Ya im lucky no customer has ever scolded me or wadever, or is it im cautious till the extent im not scolded? Given a choice whether i do things madly and get scolded by customer or scolded by boss. Either way scolding aiya just anyhow do lo. XD. Junhao was like a loser, wanted to come over and get a half price milkshake and it started booming and banging. Rained and he couldnt come. Aww.

And I still havent forgotten the friendship with her. After almost a year already. I seriously dont know wads wrong with me at that time. Go spoil a totally good friendship. Im seriously stupid and stupid and pure stupid. Like wad jay said, i cant make my decisions well, hes right, i seriously dont think abt consequences before i even make decisions. I just realised what was my real motive for her.

It was to just make her happy and make her smile.
I made the biggest mistake of making the worst decision in my life.