Yawns,woke up at 8 again. Was staring at the ceiling, and didnt want to get up. And practically fell asleep again. till 9. Zomg. Was up late, watching tv till 12. Haha, spoiled for choices, there was okto, channel 5 and channel u, i ended up switching channels and watching everything.
And, sometimes, i really wished, i could be ignorant, i wanted to not know anything at all. Heard something, and i thought it was just a joke. But it was true, so what to do? Oh well, im so bored. Really bored. Fell asleep, at 2 ytd. And my mum was practically asking me, whats on my mind. I couldnt tell, of course i couldnt. How could i tell it out? that im concerned about someone else. i felt so stupid, i really wished, i never asked about it. No wonder, she was angry when i didnt even care. And i didnt really sleep much, which was the reason why i fell asleep at 8 again.
Was thinking about the past, and i realised, without knowing, all my grades had slipped. From everything being a1, to b3 and below. I slacked. And i deproved. And i just told myself, its okay. I would get back. But i never did. For two years, i slacked. Now i feel the strain. the strain to catch up. And i guess, i will. I have to, if not, i wont reach my target. Its either all or none.
And i just noticed, im putting too much stress on myself? Found lots of white hair on my head. Zomg, can compare with my mum already. -.-
And im still waiting. Im always waiting, and i wont get impatient. And i realised, my life was perfect, because...
Fate brought us together.